Jiahui
. Saturday, October 17, 2009
What's more sad than not gaining trust from your parents?
You said that you're terribly disappointed with me.
Then, i ask you back, what have you done to make me proud?
Everything i've done, is not good enough for you.
Everything i've done, you said that all these are craps and bull-shits.
Everything i've done, nothing makes you proud.
You said that you cannot trust in me.
Then what must i do to make you trust in me?!
U promise, promise, promise.
Promises are not meant to be broken.
U can use promises to make a 3 year-old kid stop being a nuisance.
But u cannot use it, to lie t me.

Lost feeling to care.
Lost sympathy to spare
Lost patience to bear
Lost sense to keep fair.
Lost endurance, to follow restriction
Lost peace, to stop frustration
Lost power, to avoid attention
Lost strength, to shun aggression
Lost courage, to sacrifice
Lost kindness, to be polite
Lost temper, to keep quiet
Lost though, to be right
Lost anger, to control
Lost opinion, to give poll
Lost desire, to keep goal
Lost myself, to have a role..

Lost in thought
Lost in pain
Lost in fear
That i can never retain
Lost trouble
Lost in grief
Lost in heartbreak
That i can never relief
Lost in sorrow
Lost in death
Lost in misery
That i can never refresh
Lost in life
Lost in words
Lost in everything 
That i can never return
Lost in chaos
Lost in peace
Lost in burdens
That i can never release
Because these are the things
We think and feel
Through the good and the bad
It's a forever a done deal.

Lost in a world, that scares me to death
Lost in a crowd I'm losing my breath
Lost as a kid, lost as an adult
I feel everything is falling apart, it's my fault
Lost as a person, cant find my way
Lost in life everyday, Lost in worry
Who am i?
I've lived a lie
Lost to kindness
Lost in the sky
Like a lonely dove
Lost in though which i shouldn't do
It winds me up
I can't get through
Lost to comfort all kind words
Lost to advice that isn't heard
Lost to those who really care?
All these people always there
Lost in me, i need a break
Lost in wonder which road should i take?
Lost in a place i don't know well
Where are you now? There's no one to tell
Lost here all alone, to break these walls
Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there just a hole
Lost family, lost my place
Still yet I'm full of hate
Lost in boredom think i'll leave
There's a lot in life, I need to achieve. 

From today, I'll learn to follow my heart, be quiet for a while.
To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.
Trust is like a vase, once it's broken, though you can fix it, 
The vase will never be the same, ever again.
We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone
But paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.
Trust myself, i know more than i think i can do. 


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