"U make me happy"

HEY !

I'm back :D

MYE is coming, like next week ._.

Haven't really get ready for maths & science.

Oh gosh, i really need to spend some time on it during this weekend.

But i'm so tempted to come here to blog D:

Just a quick post maybe? (:

Wednesday got terrible headache in school, during science.

It wasn't those kind of normal pain, it's really pain!

Thanks to those people that cared for me, especially melissa, siewmun && cindy (:

Something really touched me during recess.

Shan't brag on (:

Didn't go geog test, need to do next monday. ):

Chinese MYE next tues!

I forgot!

OMGWTFSXZC!

HAHAHAHAHHAHA, i'm prepared alr laaaa :D

BEEPOPOPOPOBEEEPOPOPOP.

Dunno why so hyper..... :P BLEHSXZ.

Yesterday saw lover during PE, hehehhehhe, wanted to call her but paiseh...*shy*

K la~ reply tags.

Vivian : hahhaha, glad you know what's called FARRRR. anyw, u going to buy again?

Brendan : Hey! QRSTUVWXYZ, u stop chanting those chinese thing to me alr! if not i'm soo gna kill u :D

Rachel~ : JIE! i wna ask u sth, but keep forgetting, why private your blog?!

Edlyn: HAHHAHHA, i'm liddat maa, oh, u know me O:

Mandy : welcome welcome, i'm just talking nonsense , i think.

Lover: HAHHAH, u scared me :P :/ i'm scareddddddd ): imy): whr avoid u?

Ivy: JIE! very long nvr see u leeee ):

Aishah: thanks pretty! :D

Esther: hahhaha, thanks for your concern, i'm alright dear.

Zhijun: EH! LOL! Sorry ah, nvr message u le ):

Hazel: Stupid girl, spam me, LOL, thanks laaa :D

Siewmun: OI OI OI, why hoi hoi hoi me?! D:

Desiree: HAHHAHA, thanks, STUPID! :D:D:D

Cindy:LOOOOL! thanks! :D

I'm back back back back back!

Woo~ i finalllyyyyy smiled after sooooooooo long .

Wed got sports heat, saw lover! :D :D :D

HAHAHHA, i was shy ttm la~ sorry lover! u like keep chasing aft me eyyyyyy.

I bump into her like many many many times lorrrr!

Took taxi there.

Then bus-ed back, missed one stop, then need to walk all the way back to wm -,-

Sian ttm.

Ytd got x-country de, i was so looking forward t it lor.

Then rain rain came~ so need cancel, -,- _|_

I'm damn anti-social nowadays.

People talk t me, it's either i roll my eyes at them, if not ignore them.

Arbo i'll jitao walk away~

My damn flu is back , fugh, i hate it la pls~

Make me so damn emo.

LOL, what am i even talking about.

OH! & wna thank aqilah babe for making me laugh ytd.

Sorry i cried and smiled at u at the same time, scare u, sry.

& wna thank dawn for being thr for me these few days.

I guess u're the only one that really want to be thr for me.

Friends that always say want be thr for, either run till far far if not say t console me only.

Want be thr then be thr laaa, zzzzzzzzzzz.

I cant control my emotions laaaaaa -,-

NANANNANANANANNANANANANNA, i want go shopping.

IT's the only way i can de-stress.

Tian, when go fareast and 313???????? D: D:

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i FEEL HORRIBLE NOWWWWWW!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Vivian make me crave more for sticky ):

So bad la her, gu yi put the sweet picture she took on her blog t tempt me only~

But i wont go allllll theeeee wayyyyyy down t clarke quay just t grab that, LOL

blehzzzzzzzzzzzz, k bye~ -,-

Tags replies (:

Rachel~~ : Thanks :D

Stella: Okeh, hope u nt angry :D

Aishah : YOYO! yea, same laaa, thanks for yr tag.

Zhijun: Thanks kor, &thanks for yr words of encouragement :D

Cindy: I'm fat and short ): i like stuck at my height 152 alr leyyy! ):

Aaranee: Okayyy, hahahhaha, anytime i can play for u de, heeeeeeee.

Jionghuai: LOVER!~ okay bring lunchbox to my class laa~! I love u tooo laaa~ i saw u, u saw me! LOL! :X

Hazel: I'm stupid, forever stupid.

Vivian: U love 12 dots & 12 dots = sixiang :P hahhaha, yea la,12 dots. it's not qiao, is cfm u wna put sx name, but u think put 11 dots btr.

Stef: hahhahah, LOL@ the buddha hand. ahahahahha!

Psb: Yea, i dun think it's eating disorder? O: But thanks for yr concern, & i've got a feeling u're dawn, are u? :D

Jessica: HEY! hahha.

Des: ME?! i stupid or u referring t hazel?

Mingliang: LOL, next time see dao me call me lorr, relinked :D

Psby: Thanks (: i'll.

It's been long since i've blogged.

Things ain't getting any better too.

I've been quite busy lately, with work and etc.

I dont really quite know what to post.

But just posting for the sake of posting cos i'm some time left now before starting my revision.

It's streaming year this year, it's full of pressure.

But we cant compare our stress with those sec4s, they have many much more things to cope with.

I guess, i've t put up with it, handle it well (?)

Skipping meals.

People usually have their 3 meals

Breakfast, lunch and dinner.

See what's mine.

~~Breakfast~~, ~~lunch~~, dinner

Yes, i only have 1 meal a day.

But it seems like i'm putting on much weight.

But on some days, this is what happen.

~~breakfast~~,~~lunch~~ and ~~dinner~~

Can life get any better?

I'm on a long term medication too.

I must have my meals before taking med.

But, i don't give it a damn.

And this is what happen.

Doc says that my stomach is sort of 'breaking down'

Whenever i eat something, i'll vomit it out sometimes.

I feel hungry, but i cant eat.

Life's not great -,-

Everything, everyone is talking about life life life.

Why do we have to work so hard for a good life ?

I don't have any thing to motivate me to carry on with my life.

Every day seems the same.

Nothing goes well for me either.

Flunk my studies.

Keep procrastinating .

What's more?

Lazying around ... blah blah blah!

Dad and mum keeps comparing me with m sister.

YESS! she's much more smarter, better than me.

Good in dancing, good in acting.

Getting into SYF, school team.

I'm a shit to you la.

I know i'm stupid, but do u have to keep repeating that i'm one.

I really have no confidence in myself.

I really have low self esteem.

I'm no one at all, no one.

I try my best to do whatever i can to make my parent proud.

But anything i do, there's sure to be someone that come and comment about it.

it's either you, you or you.

You guys keep tell me to be happy.

How can i be one, if you guys keep discouraging me too ?

I'm not allowed to do many things.

Do you know this many things meant alot to me?

I'm to your dismay.

What can i do?

Jump down from a building hur?

I'll be happy to do so mancsxz.

Or starve myself to death, but i'm like one now.

It doesn't make much of a difference.

Rachel: Thanks jie (:

ZC: Why? O:

Aaranee: Thanks girl (:

Random asshole: huh!?

Hazel: U go show me how to bang the wall first lor, && i'm stupid alr btw. (:

DES:) : DESSSSS! :D I more stupid lurh.

Jionghuai: LOVER! cos i miss u ma, loves :D

Aishah: HAHAHHA, u should know why ;D

Zhijun: Thanks kor :D

Stella: tagging about ahem on yr tagboard (?) :D

Dawn: Hi sis, u're the best la k ?:D

Aqilah: No prob dear, anytime.

Stef: Thanks :D

Tags replies :

Jianhong:Thanks for tagging

Rachel: Hey! thanks alot for your daily tags. (:

Jocelyn: HAHAHHA, u && dwight laaa (:

Cherlyn: Thanks :D (:

Ivy: Jie! thanks :D

Zhijun: Thanks kor :D

Charles: Thanks nehneh (:

Hazel : Laughs, idiot, thanks (:

Stef: You're pretty, thanks :D

Jionghuai: Lover! imy D:

Jamie: Hey! thanks alot, loves :D

ZC: Laughs, really?

0_0: Thanks :D

Stella: Haha, darl, thanks ;D sorry hur ):

Cheryl Boey: Thanks :D

Esther : xiexie ni! :D

Aishah: Thanks, alot! :D

Vivian.W: Thanks (:

Siewmun: Thanks (:

Myra: thanks :D

Maisie: HEY BUDDY! imy lots (: thanks dear.

aaranee: Hey friend! thanks! :D

Ching: YO hengching! :D

Psby: Laughs ;D

lolz: HAHAHz (:

Melissa: u then adorable k!

Mandy: Hahaha, that chou lian :P

Aqilah: Cheer up, thanks!

Desiree: Hey babe! thanks!

Emilia: thanks honeh:D

&& to everyone that tagged me, which i forgot t list down, sorry, but wna thank u for the tag:D

Things i'm so gna get it by this month.

I have my means :P

-Iphone

-Nikon professional camera

-Vaio lappy.

Alrights.

Heading to somerset 313,forever 21 with cousin and jiumu :D :D :D

Weeshhhhhh~ wooossshhhh~ washhhhhhh~

Just scolded mum sucker in front of her friends.

She literally cried.

I feel so bad.

Should i take my tagboard off ?

I'm lazy to do everything.

Spent much time studying nowadays.

That's a good thing.

Anyone free to watch how to train your dragon next week, weekday?

Contact me :D

Tadaaaaa~~ buaiix! muackkkssxzz! :D