"U make me happy"

高兴我过一天

伤心我也过一天

但我自己不能让我自己高高兴兴的过一天

活着真的太辛苦了

我真的不知该怎么做

如果你能体谅一点就好

我不要求多

我只要你一点的关心，和体谅

但你却没做到

我也不能要求你太多

因为我知道，你现在也在责怪我说我每次没做我答应你的东西。

从两个不同世界撮合在一起的人

是不会得到幸福的。

多四天

在多四天

我们两，八个多月的故事，就结束了。

我答应你，我一定会快乐的。

To some people who don't know how to read chinese (not being racist)

I'm sorry, the whole passage is just some words describing sad stuff (:

Well, nothing much anymore.

Sick and tired of everything ):

我爱你

记得当初看见你，一见中情就是你

因为有缘认识你，把我名字告诉你

三生有幸遇见你，从没想过爱上你

可是自从认识你，我才慢慢爱上你

不必时时拥有您，只想每天看见你

心中无法放下你，无时无刻想着你

不会如此忘了你，好像晚上打给你

跟你说句我爱你，多么希望梦见你

可是梦里没有你，如果梦里出现你

我愿一身陪着你，在我心里直有你

每有别人除了你，上学时候我陪你

走路搭车我跟你，每分每秒挂念你

功课不会我教你，聪明伶俐就是你

如果有人欺负你，我会打他为了你

家里照片都是你，只有我最了解你

我写了诗送给你，就是这首“我爱你”

wishland:

What's the point ?

Living on is totally pointless

Anyw , thanks siewmun && stella for pei-ing me today .

& something happened

caused both of us to be totally shag .

Bye ~ -_-

Today 3-on-3 bball .

I went okay , as promised ! :D

But halfway felt damn nausea la , almost vomited .

I like never eat anything for the whole day today except the afternoon , half cup of popcorn chicken && half cup of bubble tea .

Siann laaa, i very scared i get the don't know what disease la , the very scary disease .

OH YA! Anorexia , ewwwww , i really very scared laaaa ! ><

Well , today every boy + girl play until go manly like lor .

HEHEHEH , so nice to watch la .

I saturday going again , 8-12 eyyy , i've to wake up so freaking early lor .

& parents say this holiday want go cameron highland . -.-

Lucky i've the one week structured programme , save me leyyy ! :D

HEHEHEHE , okay , i think im going siao nowwwww D:

Cos eating lollipop now , hehehhehehe , make me so happy la cannnnn ! :D

&&&&&&&&& I'm getting more lollipops tmr , 25 ley!!! Jealous not ? :D:D:D:D

Okay , i've started on history today , daddy taught me , hehhhee , i must top the class for this subject .

Ohhhhh , && Hazel , me wna have science tuition , wna go tgt ? :D

Welll , i dead tired ttm .

Been home very late these few days .

Must study liao la jiahui !

People give me more encouragement k !

& i very angry with this person .

Promise weichen they all come for bball match , even joined their team .

Then in the end ley ? Never come -.- still say will come .

Stupid la can , && dun talk big big also (: tyvm .

K ~

I'm crapping alot .

Oh , sister finally passed her english .

Mum and Dad like so happy lor .

Border line pass only , i get that kind of result they confirm scold me la lor .

Stupid .

& my irritating youngest sister is sitting beside me now .

See-ing me type every single word and reading it out loud -.-

Say out all my secrets liao la , hehhehe .

K ~ i finish my lollipop liao , go eat another one .

Byebye !

& Cindy , of course funny la ~

Dunno the teachers will come & see anot ? :>

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BUY DE SHIRT GONE CASE ALR LARRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M GO FUCKING IRRITATEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TMD , 父母一点也不体谅 one lor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Only know how to scold vulgarities && allll .

Dunno what they want laaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!

This not good, that not good, this don't want, that don't want.

EH! Pls la~ pig use brain also can think until, got anyone perfect de ma!!!!!!!? -.-

NOT HAPPY SAY LA~

CCB HERE , TMD THERE , HUM HERE , NABUEY THERE , GUAI LAN HERE , £$^$%&^% THERE ! WTF LA!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ><

FAIL AS PARENTS LA HOR.

WANT CURSE ME , 讲好听一点而已啦！看透了好不好。

要我把你们当成神，可以，我要你那样对待我先。

Want play right? okay!

THEN PLAY FAIR LA~

CBBBBBBBBB TMD ~ !

ALL ONE KIND ONE LA HOR, TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD.

I know there'll be stalkers here.

I REALLY MEAN STALKERS.

TEACHERS ARE STALKERS.

Ppl's outside life also want interfere , please la.

我是忍不下才要骂的。

HAHAHHA, i know which teacher reads our blog.

Pathetic , stalk us until so 紧

WTF la~ give us some life can ?

Although it may not happen to me now.

BUT SOON IT WILL.

Cos i'm alr blacklisted in MGL'S LIST. -,-

-.-

TWO SIDED FACE.

IN FRONT OF US ACT SO NICE.

THEN BEHIND US? TELL ALL OUR BAD THINGS TO OUR PARENTS.

ONE OR TWO TIME, WE FORGET IT.

BUT ALOT OF TIMES LEY, GOT ALOT THINGS TO COMPLAIN?

NOT HELPFUL ALSO MY FAULT? HHHHHAAAAAHHHHHAAAAAHHHHHAAAAA

I WANNA LAUGH -.-

I STILL GOT ALOT TO COMPLAIN.

SINCE I SCOLD UNTIL SO ~~NICE~~

And u guys will want US to put up a public apology .

see this,

SORRY

LOVER! (L)

Yes lover, I know u very happy to see your photo up here, hehheee! (:

Well,thanks for being thr for me everytime when i needed you,

I LOVE YOU ALOT OKAY! Muacksxzc! :D

RACHEL!

Rachel jiejie!

Haha, we were close last time, but not so already now, i think.

But must know i really cherish you alot,!

Haha, & thanks too for being there for me to console me when i'm down! (:

HAZEL!

Hazel nut nut nut nut nut!

HAHAH, i know u very proud to see your CUTE picture up here.

Paiseh ah, I grab this photo from facebook, cos this is the only one which looks presentable ! (:

HAHAH, okay, must hang out more often tgt aft sch okay!

Heehee, & play tgt with lynn & stellaaaaaaa, HAHA!

Love u alot la~ (:

DAWN!

JIEJIE!

Okay, sorry for many times which i upset you with the things i've done.

But you forgave me after each and everytime.

I know sometimes you're angry with me because you want the best for me.

You were there when i needed you.

You listened to my complaints.

& Advice me on the things i should or should not do.

Yup, i took all your advice with consideration.

I respect you.

& i really cherish you alot.

I know you know!

Heheehe, Love you alot alrights! (:

STEF!

Okay, stef.

Hmmmmm, close during a short period of time right?

Forget about the past alrights (: ?

& cheer up, you seem rather down lately.

Focus on O level this year.

U and I know you can do it !

All the way girl ! ~

LYNNNNN &&&& STELLLALAAAAA!

HA!

You this two girl !

Gang up together and bully me one lor, YOU GOOD! :P

K la~ love hanging out with you two.

The two SIAOZHARBORS i reckon.

HAHAAH, K la~

Stella, LAST LONG.

LYNN, wait for him ! (:

You two know what i mean ;D

&&&&&&&& Cheryl, Kay & Emilia

I never forget you three okay!

AWESOME FRIENDS!

Stay close together alright!

Work hard also tgt! (:

&&&&&&&&&&&&& VIONA, SIEWMUN, CINDY

Firstly!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!

14 ALREADY!

AND LAUGH MORE!

K, many things did happen last year.

But i think everything has past, & we're still close now right ? (:

K la~ My best SISTERS!

SFL~ !

&&&&&&&&&&& YES DEAR I WONT FORGET YOU!

Stupid boy !

HEHHEHE , thanks for everything that you did alrights !

I really appreciate & cherish it ,

When i say i'm angry with you, I'M ACTUALLY NOTTTTT!

SO STOP THINKING OTHERWISE HOORRRRR!

I KNOW YOU MIGHT BE CURSING OR LAUGHING OR WHATEVER NOW.

I KNOW YOU OKAY!

STOP PINCHING MY CHEEKS, IT HURTS ALOT ALOT ALOT! ):

I SWEAT I'LL SMACK U NEXT WEEK IF U DO PINCH ME AGAIN.

HOHOHO (: &&& what?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, MOVIES !

I WNA WATCH SHREK SHREK SHREK!

GO WITH MEEEEEEEE :D:D:D:D:D

K, STUPID STUPID STUPID.

SHALL STOP SCOLDING U ALR, LTR U TAKE REVENGE NEXT WEEK

I'M SCAREDDDDDD...... ):):): (AS IF!)

HAHHH!

060909 Right? (: :D

HAHAHS, (L)

TADAAAAAA~

&&&&&&& the others i've not mention, i also thank you all & appreciate your care and concern.

There are really too many for me to list out.

But you guys will know de right (: ?

K~ i'm done with the dedication.

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

NOT YET DONE WITH THE POSTING!

Monday :

Killer, horror !

Science paper CAN DIE!

I think i'll flunk really badly ):

Went KFC with Hazel after that

KFC BREAKFAST, YUMMMYUMMMM! :D

Tuesday :

Maths paper 1 and EL paper 2 .

Maths paper 1 okay okay luhh, EL paper 2 also okay okay.

Hanged out with Lynn, stella and Glen.

Fooled around at udders , &wm.

._.

Wednesday :

Maths paper 2 & Lit

Surprisingly,Paper 2 was easier than paper 1.

I hope i CAN DO WELL! -_-

Hanged out with jh && hazel

Went to watch Iron Man 2 (:

Thursday :

I didn't prepare for my D&T paper.

Eyyrrr, i'm sure gna fail cos idk anything about it ! ):

Went to watch Robin Hood after that with jh

Weeee~ i fell aslp ):

HEHE, super cold la~

FRIDAY :

Slept till around 9 plus.

Then laze around till afternoon.

Went Malaysia shopping.

Bought a cardigan, tights and clothes.

Mum don't allow me buy shoes, cos at home alr got many pairs ):

Return home at 12am .

Chat on phone a while, then fell aslp.

Saturday :

Today, morning woke up at 8 plus.

10, went out with family to market to buy some things, very long never go market alr, not use to the smell ._.

Uhhh, Yea, then brought sis to tuition.

Then now mum's friend at my house.

Tonight got Family Gathering for Mother's Day Celeb

I'm freaking tired .....

Tags replied (:

Weihui : Lame la you stupid baby.

Wsm : YUUPPPPS, we are ! :D what mention thingy no hope le ? 0.0

Rachel : Alrights, i'll arrange a date for the outing .

Brendan : :p

Jionghuai : I'M GNA KILL HIM! -,- Love my dedication right ? :P

Esther : TELL ME WHO'S B!

Vivian : LOL, u ownself say your earhole big one, PLUCK IT OUT!

Aishah : Yup, HI! :D

Cindy : HAHAHAH, when u see me yr expression very weird lor!

Psb : Oh hi! hahahha, Thanks anyw girl! (: stay pretty too!

0-0 : -,-

Stef : Alrights then, Cheer up sist! if you're okay, then good good (:

Hazel : BO bian, nice pic what! LOOOOOL! :X

Maths paper 2 and Lit paper tmr.

Idk whr the hell did i find time to come and blog!

SO DISAPPOINTING -,-

I've given up on LIT!

URGH!

Tmr's focus , Maths.

I hope i'll be a duable and passable paper, GOD BLESS!

Science paper was a killer, torture.

Stupid setter la! ZZZZZ! -,-

Ytd, went watch bounty hun with lynn stella hazel.

Sat at the back, the sofa there, comfy like shiok only lor.

HAHHA, then today fun also luh.

Went lunch with lynn, stella & glen.

Lynn & glen was funny TTM!

Joked around and blabber alot!

LOL! stella that sotong kept laughing till her face got red.

& then jh came.

He told me about tmr listening compre, need dig ear.

But vivian's earhole too small, so must pluck out the ear & wash it carefully.

FUNNY TTM LA~ i laugh like none stop

& speaking of the devil, VIVIAN APPEARED IN FRONT OF ME!

SCARE DIE ME LEY!

Then glen leave, left lynn&stella&me&jh

Lynn poured water on stella, then i joined in.

Then after that they 2 ganged up bully me~

Keep pour water on me.

Then not fun enough, they chased me arnd wm.

LOL! funny like siao lar,

K la~ byebye

NEED TO EAT+STUDY! (:

hehehe, yesterday i really study till 12am wor !

So proud of myself.

& just now called jianhong for a total of 2 hours, he teach me science & how to balance my equation.

I now know how to do alr !

HEHEHHEHEHE!

so happy la!

Hope can score well this time round ! !!! (: (:

Urgh, later 1.30 got tuition, so this will be a short post cos i need go change and get ready ):

Tags replied (:

Jionghuai: Heheeees you cough must eat more vitamin leh! Will help to grow muscle also XD

@Jionghuai : HAHHAHA , idw muscle, girl cannot have muscle de ! ):

Brendan: tagged!!! you dare rape me? 一拜天地，二拜祖先，三拜父母，夫妻相拜，送入洞房？！？！?

@Brendan : SHUT UPPPPPPPP ! okay , you're soooooooo dead, wait till monday then you know ~ ! !!!!!!! :@

Rachel~~: Hello. im fine

@Rachel : Hahaha, fine jiu hao, find one day me you and dawn go out tgt after exams ba.

Jionghuai: Girls have muscle then cool mah! HEHEHE why I go everywhere also see the yi bai tian di thing? XD

@Jionghuai : Laughs! Girl got muscle no guy want ah. What you mean you go everywhere also see? For example?

0-0: die

@O-O : HUH?!

Esther: eee. i dun have the bold thingy on my linkT.T

@Esther : Hahas, (: sorry (:

Using my finally long awaited free time now.

Well, today was mainly study+study+eat+talk+study+going out.

LOL, well, in the morning study for a while, then piano, then went out to lot1 to study+eat.

Although i no $$, jh treated me :D:D:D

HEHEHHEHE , he today so good one lor ~

K la~ he helped me and glenna with our upcoming exams, with that i finally got more confidence.

Teehees~ aft that bus-ed back home meet parents then we went to 日本村 to eat.

The food there like ex one lor ~ total bill $70, scare die me -,-

Then caught sight of one ribbon rubberband, nice one lor.

But $6 then mummy say next time then buy ~ tsk laa

Daddy told me they came out with a 3D kind of TV, that comes with 2 3D specs.

Cool lor~ then he brought me to see, then saw iPhone, tempt me only la -_-

Stupid lor, but anyw i'm waiting for the 4g, HEHEHHEHES

Then only aft 1 hour i hungry again, PIG! -,-

I had burger king, the wings nice one lor~ hahahah

K~ this week talk to siewmun, like alot~

HAHAHHA, this is like cool lor.

Brought back alot of nice memories.

:D:D:D really regretted the thing i did last year that caused us to fall out ):

Haiiyoos, enough of those things le.

ANYW! ZHANWANG IF U SEE THIS, STOP ************ OKAY! u should know what i mean

ALAMAK, today i going 开夜车 until maybe 2 plus or 3, hehehhe, hope i can concentrate bahh,

time is really running outttt!!!!

Lalalal~

Oh ya.

To someone:

Yea, we had a quite harsh quarrel on that day.

I always trusted you, believed you won't do those kind of things despite ppl coming to tell me all about you, because you're my kor.

But after that day, u made me thoroughly disppointed in you.

So, all those were just lies?

everything ain't true?! ):

But well, w/o you also won't make a difference.

Just dun hong zharbor && sweet talk girls with your 花言巧语 already.

This is the last time i say, goodbye, and i'll rmb u (:

GZJ

I'm coughing like hell one la~

No cough medicine liao, RAWR! ._.

WEEEshhhhh, everyone doing dedication post now lor~

After exams i'll confirm put up MY dedications to MY LOVED ONES :D:D:D

Must see your handsome and chio pictures up hor!

LOL!

Bye~~~~~ (:(:(:

Tags replied.

Brendan : HAHAHA, say more, you'll get it, i confirm rape you ~ :P

O-O : dun show off with your chimcology ! ><

Vivian.W : HAHAHHA! Ltr sixiang jealous ah! i dun wannnnn :P

Dhiri : REALLY!!!! hehhehe, what me?! i'm not shorttttt! ): HAHHA! u're questioning yourself and answering yourself dhiri! BLUR BOY!

Lover : LOL, lover dun angry la, girlf sayang you ~ Thanks for the tags ! :D

Aishah : Sure! but not that often :D

... : HAHHAH, then u tell me who i betray first lorr (:

wsm : dun boo me! ): hahha, yup achieve and act siao (excel)! (:

Zhijun : Guess this will be the last time you're tagging me, thanks! bye (:

Cindy : I whr got funny ! ) :

Stella : i got say mey -.-

Charles : Hey, thanks! & the song is in your eyes, by rainie yang & show luo

JeMae : HAHHAHA, hey, can u draw a picture for me (: ?

pb : hahah, alrights, thanks (:

psb : you not dawn then you are? (: mind telling me who are you ? :D

Esther : Sure~ relinked ! (:

Today drama mama mansxzc.

Quarrel with dad & mum over some issues this morning on 'bias-ness'

Well, i got pissed and locked myself in the room to cry and cool down.

But in the end, cry till i fell aslp.

Thennnnn , the fun thing came.

Dad : Open the door now ! if not i bang down the door already i confirm slap you.

Me: *just woke up,* (looking blur)

Dad : Open the door now! 3! 2! 1!

Me: Went back slp thought i was dreaming.

Dad: *BANGED* the door literally flew open.

Me : *Jump out of bed* HUH! THUNDER?!

OMG la~ so funny sia, then aft that i went back slp again.

Can't believe i'm sucha pig.

& then mum keep asking me

Mum : Want go with us to my friend's house not ?

Me : *look at her, roll me eyes* go die

Mum : Want not?!

Me : went down stair to kitchen banged the fridge door and cabinet door.

Mum : You spoilt a door alr u still want spoil everything ah! ?

Me : SHHH~ go die

Mum : *cannot tahan went off*

Me : *Called jh complain*

Jh : wah, you like that really scary leh, relax man.

Me : shout and complaint everyth, then aft that started singing.

Jh : *he laughed*

Me : (:

HHAHHAHAHHAA~ so funny mansxzc !

Tags replied :D :

Rachel~~ : Yup (: you're welcome jie, good that you'll cheer up. Thanks ah! :D you got more tags lorrrr .

Aishah : HELLO! (: thanks! you also jiayou!

Stella: EH STUPID, GOT JINGLUN THN PANGSEH US LORRR~ thanks :D

Brendan: U say english one?! U dare?! see u now bai qiu(broken hand) i let u off, but aft that u recover alr i confirm take revenge one *evil laughter(hehehhe)*

Jamie : Yes? LOL, Lover wun sad de lor! HAHAHA

... : LOL! i'm a bitch then you're a what? lifeless freak?hhahahhaha, u tell me la~i snatch who -,-

Zhijun : Thanks kor:D

Des: yes! thanks for raping me-,- & curse that yunting& siewmun stuff things into my butt!!!! & i sing very nice one okay, is u dunno how appreciate

Esther: You're relinked girl :D hahhaha, sorry la~

O-O : gay -,-

Ming Liang : Thanks (: JUNIOR!

Vivian : Excuse only, want sx pei u niaaaa, i dun believe u lu chi. Dion lame?! that pic is hu take one ah?

Your sister : Hi yihui :D

Cindy : HEY ! Thanks :D

Hazel : Hjh say what? i want iphone ~!!!!! ):):):

Ivy : :D HEYLO! :D

Lover: BOO LOVER! IS U MISUNDERSTOOD DE LORRRRRR ):):):

我爱你

记得当初看见你，一见中情就是你

因为有缘认识你， 把我名字告诉你

三生有幸遇见你， 从没想过爱上你

可是自从认识你， 我才慢慢爱上你

不必时时拥有您， 只想每天看见你

心中无法放下你， 无时无刻想着你

不会如此忘了你， 好像晚上打给你

跟你说句我爱你， 多么希望梦见你

可是梦里没有你， 如果梦里出现你

我愿一身陪着你， 在我心里直有你

每有别人除了你， 上学时候我陪你

走路搭车我跟你， 每分每秒挂念你

功课不会我教你， 聪明伶俐就是你

如果有人欺负你， 我会打他为了你

家里照片都是你， 只有我最了解你

我写了诗送给你， 就是这首“我爱你”