"U make me happy"

Friday:

Had a family outing with cousins and aunts at WCP

I didn't go coz was slping till 11( whn they came my hse and started disturbing me )

So yeah, woke up, skipped breakfast, so had brunch.

Aunts, Uncles, grandma and cousin came..so imagine, my hse was like packed (?)

Uh huh, we played comp games all day long, till night and thn came th fun part.

We watch final destination at ard 12am.

Watched till 0130. N between that i told dad i was hungry, so he drove and went t buy macdonalds back fr us, be jealous.

Aft that we stayed at my hse garden in the tent talking abt scary stuff.

Stupid cousin junhui keep freaking me up by making lots of scary noises.

I totally freaked up and scream in some parts, -,-

Thn we were bored, so we came out of the tent and played some music with our phones.

Imagine blasting music in th middle of th night ard 3 plus 4,thr'll bound t be complaints.

But no, we didn't have complains, but opp of my back of th hse thr was someone looking at us through their window.

First thought that that was the curtain and enrui(my cousin) thought so too.

But end up looking closer, i was a person, we all quickly went back into th tent. LOL!

Weifan also talked too loudly le la, alamak.

Sat:

Thn th boys woke up and went t have breakfast outside with my dad.

Dad bought back fr us, th girls.

They didn't really slp, like only fr an hour.

We all slp till abt 8 plus 9. woohoo

Watched final destination 2 n 3 while waiting fr my aunt t pick thm up.

Time t have some rest, and my eyes were like, so small till cnt see, was dead tired.

Rest a while, woke up and use comp.

Plurk and facebook-ed, was boring.

Mum's fren came and we stayed at home till like 9 plus ?

The kids and my sist and my cousin were hogging th comp, dun let me used, tsk.

Went out at 9 plus and came home at 12 plus bah.

Was tired and alr like half slping le, so halfway while msging pillow i fell aslp. sry><

Sunday:

Morning everyone woke up at 10 plus 11, wonder why?

Break record le lo.

Had brunch again, cn slim down if this continues(:

Went t visit god-mum, so guai of me right?

Yupps, thn went t pick grandma hm with me.

Going out again now aft blogging.

Meeting cousin, have dinner(: yay!

Will be back late i guess.

Finally updated my blog rights?

HAHA(: i noe u guys miss me loads.

&& IMISSPILLOW.

Didn't contact u much this few days, but stay close t me(:

Chocolate<3

[Edited]

Finally reach home at ard 9 plus.

Sent uncle home first luh.

Shaine came n i was crazy lo.

Crazy until forget t take pic>

But she was super cute, i tok t her she'll respond t me by screaming or say eh eh or nod her head.

OMG, freaking cute luh.

Sis camwhore in car otw t fetch uncle t meet my cousin.

Eyyrr, i'll post th pic up, stupid her, took photos of me slping.

Will be posting tmr(: but pls continue t tag yeah? Thanks:D

People do like to assume && assume much nwadays hur?

I need to adjust my body clock alr.

I slp at night only like 4 plus 5?

HAHA(: But it's ok, i got pillow t accompany me.

HAHA, i came up with that nickname aft pillow tell me i'm pillow's bolster.

:D && thanks hazel yeeeeee mei hua, fr spamming my blog.

& People dunnid be so boliao t go use my name tag at my tagboard de right?

You yourself got no name isit? -,-

Pls use yr name t tag, dun be a coward yeah?

I know who visits my blog so yeah, tag my blog, even if u nvr tag i also noe u came t my blog:D

Just do me a favour, tag pls!

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O.O

friggin bored nw -, - so many ppl ask me why i so fierce, LOL.

That person is nt in my sch or wad de, yeah..

t clear misunderstanding, i think i delete th post -,-

WWW.FOREVER21.COM

I LOVE THE DRESS THR:D

PLANNING TO BUY SOME. YYYYAYYY

Yay peeps, i'm back.

Firstly wanna thank rachel jiejie for helping me plurk && keeping my tagboard alive too.

&& thanks hazel fr tagging too.:D

I had lots of fun:D

Went shop like crazy, O: thn kenna scolded by mum say buy too much.

LOL, idc idc, this friday maybe wna go buy bag and shoes, HOHO(:

Enough of clothings, maybe next week thn go buy more, idk whr t put my clothes that i bought nw

Oh gawd, it also gives me prob.

No clothes, troubled what t wear.

More clothes, dunno whr t put. which t wear.

K, need go plurk, Fb and msn t check updates, bb.

The Gold Watch she has (envy)

I caught you! LOL!

Dun eat like a greedy pig la! ~ Tsk

Shaine

My cousin, hope she dun kill me if she sees this :P

Shaine && Yihui and yihui's carebear

Weihui, Shaine && Yihui

Yihui && Shaine

Me.

Cheryl && Emilia

Cheryl

Emilia

Stella!

Hazel running away from me :P

Ytd was coooollll :D

Okay, this shall be a veryvery detailed post.

10.25am left home.

Reached the bus stop outside wm at 10.43am.

Aft a min,Hazel also reached that bus stop, saw her, waited for her.

Tgt, met Jianhong, he passed me a book, thanks ^.^

He left, so me && Hazel waited at interchange for emilia && cheryl.

Thnthn, they came, we went to cinema first.

Otw up t cinema, saw cindy siewmun and megan.

Reached cinema, bought tickets for 2012.

Me and emilia shared the popcorn, coz i know i cnt finish de :P

We bought the family combo(2 coke + 1 popcorn) , $10

So each of us paid $5.

Waited for stella for sooooo loooonnnggg.

Whn she reached alr lai bu ji t buy popcorn and drink, so she shared with hazel.

Thn we entered the cinema, it was suppperrr dark.

Whn we enter we were like omg, so dark?

Thn suddenly th movie screen play with loud noise, we were shocked O: LOL.

We were 'lost' in the movie theatre, couldn't find our seats coz it was super dark.

Smart cheryl on-ed her hp light, so we manage t find(:

During the show, we were like cold + very emotional.

I think hazel and stella cried, my eyes filled with tears, but did control.

Thn emilia && cheryl kept asking each other what time alr what time alr.

MUST WATCH 2012 I TELL U, SUPPPERR NICE LAAAS.

K, enough of advertising, go stella's blog, she 'loves' to advertise movie, LOL.

Aft watching we went toilet.

Thn we stayed outside the arcade, discussed abt the movie && whether we wan go arcade ornot.

We went in, didn't play, coz like so childish -,-

Mrt-ed t lot1

Went t see friendship bracelet first.

Aft that went t comics connection, they go see manga && their idol, LOL.

Thn go arcade, wna play bt didn't play agn. Haiiyos.

So me && hazel hungry, stella cheryl and emilia were 'neutral' they used this term.

We had pepper lunch, emilia didn't eat, she just drank milo.

Super nice laas.

Coz at first i msg-ed dawn ask her what t eat.

She nvr reply so i go queue fr pepper lunch.

While queue-ing she msg me go eat pepper lunch.

LOL, much coincidence?

After that emilia need go mini-toons buy sth, cheryl followed.

Me,stella and hazel actually wna go buy bubble tea first.

Bt thn stella need rush off t tutor somebody, so no time.

Thn me and hazel sent stella t bus stop. Kind of us hor??

Aft that met emilia and cheryl outside th mrt station thr, thn took mrt back t batok.

Daddy called, ask me go hm immediately he wna go expo. -,-

So rushed home, hell, bukit timah was flooded.

People have t stand on the bus stop seats, coz it was flooding! Until it covers th tyre of some cars.

&& My hse de rubbish bin and my neighbours was gone, it floated away, LOLS.

Until the main road thr, so everyone like have t rush across the main road t go take.

Funny la, but it was cool too:D

I'm now trying hard t upload the photos.

But this f computer just wun let me upload, what the hell is wrong?!

Urgh, i think enough le, coz this post is like super long

And i think you guys should be aslp by now whn u read it, Laughs.

K, bb(: i'll try t upload th photos asap.

Thr's CCA tmr! WTH!

-woke up at 1115 today.(due t sms-ing ppl at night -,-)

-Had Brunch. (breakfast+lunch)

-Sms

-Study

-Blogging

-FB-ing

-Slack -,-

That's my life -,-

Alright peeps, i'm back ;D

After all the thinking, the good talk and the care of people around me,

I'm back t my normal self again, HEYYYOOOOSSS!!!

Nobody would have thought that i'll be okay so fast ba?

But really ma, no use being saddened by those stuff wad.

We must live life to the fullest and be optimistic!

Rachel Jiejie, meimei okay le, so must you be okay.

Friday, 13th Nov:

I slacked at home the whole day. -,-

Was deadddd boreedddsxszc, *(&^%$£@@)*(&^%$£@!*^&%$£@!~

I keep eating w/o controlling, fat piggggg le laaaa~~~~~

Saturday, 14th Nov:

Oh greaatt O:

Another boring day, wthsxzc

Butbut, i started on my holiday assignments.

Chi && EL! YAY!

Halfway finishing it alrsxz :D

Next week will start on Geo and Sci ;D

By end of this month should have finished everything alr bahhs.

Got to knew 1 sec3 guy from 3e1 through Jing Ann Bro.

&& they pranked me, like as if i'll believe thm -,-

HAHA(: they thought i was angry so th sec3 guy called me t apologise -,-

Btbt, he sound cuuutuueeeeeee >=3

Awwww, bt..anyw, back t th topic, got t know Hao Ze too ^o^

Surprisingly, dawn knows him too(:

Fyi, not from our sch one luhhs, so yeah.

IMissDie Dawn, Zhan Wang, Marshall, Jing Ann, Yingying, Rachel, JianHong...

&& Next thurs need go back t sch fr maths remedial >< -,- Buaiis(:

Today's the 26th day since we parted.

Holidays assignment just suddenly dawned onto me.

&& I'm doing my holidays like..now?

Actually multi-tasking laaas.

PRO OR NT?! (This one Cindy teach me t be bhb de:P)

LOL! Planning to change phone, anyone recommend? Latest model pls....><

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I know it hurt you
It hurt me too,
But now that you are gone,
All I know is I miss you.

You were there for so long,
I never thought you would leave.
I thought you had so many years,
waiting up your sleeve.

That day you left,
Was the saddest of my life
I remember going home,
And crying all night.

I might be selfish,
But I wish you were still here.
Or if you stayed,
For at least one more year.

I know you loved me,
I still love you too,
So Im trying to be good,
Just for you.

I know Im not perfect,
I never will be.
But I hope your up there,
Proud of me.

You had to let go,
Even though you were holding on for so long
But theres not a day I dont think of you,
And how you were so strong.

You never complained,
Or said why me?
You just knew,
That thats the way it was meant to be.

So I just want to tell you,
Even though I still cry,
That I miss you so much,
And Im glad you said goodbye.

I sometimes wonder,'' Do everything last forever ?''

But now I can give myself a certain answer, ''No,it doesn't''

Why is everybody leaving, distancing?

One by one, leaving all too quickly.

Not even leaving your footsteps behind...

If i were to voice out everything, then i wouldn't be Jiahui anymore.

It all happen so sudden, in a split second.

I cannot take it, it's really a big blow for me.

&& I'm really lost right now, not sure what to do anymore.

I'm asking myself, why? where did it went wrong?

But it seems like i'm not able to get an answer myself.

I'll always be waiting for you.

WJA

Yay yay ppl!

I'm back!

Woke up later today, but thanks Marshall Korkor that spammed my phone with morning msg that woke me up! LOL! Thankkkkssss veeehhhhh muuuucccchhhhh!!!!!

Today had maths remedial.

Had fun during the class.

There was only 6 people who attended.

Glenna, Hazel,Emilia,Cheryl,Stella and Me.

But Hazel pass her maths, she just come pei us, love her la!

Supposedly our class should have a total of 12 people attending de.

But thn ppl wan pon ma, no choice, ms tham will call their parents.

Thn Glenna go tell Desiree, Desiree scared ask us go help her find Ms Tham.

Thn we went back t sch t find Ms Tham, bt cnt find her ><>

Thn walked with Glenna t wm find emilia and all.

They went first coz we had t find Ms Tham.

All of them were at comics connection.

Stayed there for a while, then we go mac t eat.

Cheryl need go first coz of some family matters.

Thn Emilia and Stella actually say want go thr eat, in the end buy back -,-

Was abit pissed la, but aft that okay ler.

We had fun at mac, saw Dawn jiejie thr, ps, nvr see u wave t me ><

Thn veh full, but still i ta bao back hm t eat + buy 1 more set.

LOL! pig le wor.

♥

K, someone ask me take a good nap.

Have t listen later that person angry ah, LOL..

Kk, nites ppl!!!

BOOYAAA!~

Actually nothing much to post these few days.

Just posting for the sake of posting.

Wna thank dawn jiejie fr helping t put my wishlist up at the profile.

And whn she's free she helping me edit the links part.

Today aftnn if nth on maybe going out san san xin. (fyi, alone)

LOL! Marshall korkor say aft 6pm abt he go his ah ma hse thn he come pei me.

See first ba, coz wait fr him alr veh late late le.

Oh wells, i go do self study le ba:D

&&HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYING JIEJIE!

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Sorry for not posting yesterday.

Was dead tired+busy.

Was cousin, corrie's birthday.

At first thought only our family and relatives will be invited.

But it turned out not like this, there were MANY people.

Shocked O:

Yeah, it was held at the function room, freezing cold in there.

Kena 'bullied' by cousins ): LOL! everytime liddat de. Nbms.

Kena lectured by parents ytd.

Say use computer whole day and don't have self control. WTHsxz!

&& have been getting headaches almost everyday, on and off. -,-

Yep, today's my sissy's bday and marissa meimei's bday.

Stupid sissy, sorry for not getting your birthday present.

I'll try to get it asap alrights?

I think you will be reading this so tag at my tagboard once you read(:

Marissa meimei 1 year older, must mature mature okays(:

I seriously damn hate holidays la.

Firstly, cnt see my kors and jies.

Secondly, there's seriously no freedom at home.

Thirdly, damn bored at home.

&& zw korkor if u see this hor, i learn from you something le.

That time rmb u tell me whn got free time you'll slp & slp?

Sure enough, i learn from you alr.

One day slp more than 10 over hours, walao pig le la~! K.

I find it rather amusing that ppl always ask me out last minute.

Ytd was kaian, today is marshall.

LOL! So rdm la theyy.

K, dun wanna keep on crapping alr..

U wan hear me crap in real life, got ALOT t crap and complain abt ><

Buaiis!

& The days feel like years when i'm alone.

When you walk away, i count the steps that you take.

Do you see how much i need you right now?

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone the words that i need to hear to always get me through the day.

And make it okay.. i miss you.

I've never felt this way before

Everything that i do, reminds me of you...

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AHAH! I'M BACK.

ALRIGHT PPL, HELP ME RAISE MY VALUE IN FACEBOOK FFS PLS?

Woke up at 9 plus tday.

Had a heavy breakfast.

Went back t slp, headache.D:

Thn halfway slp,wake up needa go toilet, black out -,-

Black out as in, me myself. haha.

Idk what happen le, thn nw just wake up.

Eating snacks, waiting for parents t buy lunch back. O:

Tiredsxz.

Marshall Tan Xin Wei:

Korkor, i'm sorry.

I know i shouldn't have vent my frustrations on you.

I lost control of myself literally.

I didn't know what i was talking about.

And all those about giving you attitude.

I'm sorry.

I sincerely hope you will be able to forgive me...

Dawn NXY

Jiejie, at times when you're feeling down.

Mei wasn't there.

Hence i hope you'll forgive me. (:

I love small fonts la.

Alright, am going t sch fr th bloody maths remedial.

May come back home only in the afternoon.

Buaiis.

Hey guys, I'm back(:

And i just realised that this week, almost the whole week is 'booked'

HOHO(: I'M LOVIN' IT !

I'M CRAZEHHH OVER THE MAC MONOPOLY THINGY.

ANYONE IF U DUN WANNA IT, PLS BE A KIND HEARTED PERSON,PASS IT T ME:D

Just a quick updated cause i've scalded my hand and using 1 hand t type O:

Reached wm at 12pm.

Got 1 biantai followed me, bt lucky i saw hazel they all, he walked away scaredieme ><

Ber, Emilia, Hazel, Kay, Stella went kfc.

Me cheryl go mac.

BlahBlahBlah.

Went t do th alphabets thingy, i nvr do.

Then go t sch.

Had the design workshop thingy.

Boring -,- thn sth nice happened(:

Read yunting's blog see she got post nt :P

Thnthn. went ish.

Actually wna look fr dawn pass her sth.

Bt thn i haven't even stepped into ish.

Sixiang saw me thn call marshall come out ish.

I cnt go in ><

Die, i think tmr bahh..

Hand veh pain nw tml thn post more:)

O.o

My life is darn boring O:

&& I'm down with slight fever, gawd.

But still i went out :P

My parents dunno i got fever ma.

Went t chinatown one of the restaurants there for dim sum for lunch.

Mummy's friend treat:D

Idk why i sick le, appetite still damn good lo.

HAHA(: I ATE ALOT

Notice i bold that word? Coz my mum's friend emphasized on it when she say.

Bt thn got secret why i cnt get fat so easily de, LOL, jie, dun scold me byl wor.

Ahh, msg-ed bernita, jianhong and dawn when i was there.

Was damned bored mansxz.

Then jie asked me some stuff concerning food.

Jie, i put big big here le hor!

K, you guys must see this is thr proof/evidence:

I'M GONNA TREAT YOU T PIZZA HUT WHEN I GOT ENOUGH $$.

ZW KORKOR, U WANT COME MA? REPLY! ^^

Ah, idk what t write alr lo.

Ah, holidays so little to post.

K, go slack liao la~

I'm sorry.

I still feel guilty.

I'm lost.

I feel numbed.

U lost my trust for you already.

Idk whether t hate myself for doing that.

I really rather u be angry and hate me.

And not telling me you cnt bear t be angry with me.

3 words, 8 alphabets, 2 syllabus, I am sorry.

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,B
_ _ _ J _ _ _U _

2. Are you single?
yeahhs.

3. What is your favourite number?
2 :D

4. What is your favourite color?
Pink! :]

5. Least favourite color?
Brown?

6. What are you listening to?
Fall for you, Secondhand Serenade

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
yeahhs, i guess so.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
define 'involved'.

9. What is your favourite subject in school?
it was Chinese, before psle.

11. Do you have money?
ermm. yeahhs.

12. Are you gay?
i'm a girl.

13. Where do you wish you were right now?
in bed.

14. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? And what would it be?
don't want one, wouldn't want one.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?:

Nope

Can you do a cart wheel?:

Nvr, not even once D:

Can you touch your toes?:

No, i have short arms. :P

Can you wiggle your ears?:

No!

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?:

Nah

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?:

yeahhs :D

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:

Nvr did once.

Did you ever want to be a teacher?:

ermm, noppes. i don't really fancy sorethroats :X

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?:

I nvr rode on one before D:

Do you own a bike?:

Whr has is gone?!

Do you play the lotto?:

Nah

Do you like watching football?:

Arsenal(if spelled like this) sucks! (NARINPAL SAYS SO)

Do you have a shopping addiction?:

if the stuffs are addictive :D

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?:

Once in a blue moon

Does your wallet have any pics in it?:

my hideous ez-link picture D:

Last person you hung out with?:

Frens.

Last car ride?:

my aunt's car. last friday

Last baby you held?:

Shaine, baby cousin(:

LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?:

1 mac meal?

What was the last thing you drank?:

Coke.

What was the last thing you watched?:

Alvin and the chipmunks, my sist insisted on me watching O:

What was the last thing you read?:

Howl, frm jh.

What was the last thing your hand wrote?:

.....?

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?:

Jianhong

Who was the last person you took a picture of?:

Me, emilia, cheryl(:

Last person to leave you a comment?:

In my tagboard, it's Cindy(:

Who do you miss right now?:

Somehow.

Who last hugged you?:

***

CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing?:

Black Tee

Have any tattoos?:

noppes.

Have you any piercings?:

Nah

Straight hair or curly?:

straight?

Where are you right now?:

study room.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?:

Yeahh ><

Sang in front of a crowd?:

in a group, yeahhs.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship?:

noppes.

2. Want a relationship?:

maybe.

3. Wanna get married?:

ask me 10 years later :D

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Holiday assignments.

2. Fall for you(song title)
3. ***
4. Transferring sch?

When was the last time you really laughed?:

Last week D:

Do you drink milk straight from the carton?:

noppes :X

Who knows a big secret about you?:
Aaranee

How long is your hair?:

long enough to be tied :D

When was the last time you sang out loud?:

Just :P

What did you have for breakfast?:

Curry Puff, Fattening

Is your birthday on a holiday?:

Yeah. The sept hols.

What instant messaging service do you use?:

MSN.

Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?:

yeah. Heng Ching

Can you cook?:

Not really.

Did you have a nap today?:

Nope, i'll be a pig if i do.

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?:

both :D

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?:

Giordano

Do you have any regrets?:

i believe that what's past is already gone, no point regretting.

Do you use an alarm clock?:

yeahh. but it doesn't wake me up.

Where was your default Facebook picture taken?:

At home, study room.

Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?:

Character.

Who would you like to see right now?:

my bed.

Are you a social or antisocial person?:

social. sometimes, i wonder if i talk too much.

Have the cops ever come to your house?:

noppes.

Do you have a tan?:

ermm. i think so.

Ever had braces?:

noppes. but will need them.

Are you afraid of the dark?:

when it's pitch dark, yeah.

Have you ever been in a mosh pit?:

a WHAT pit?

What’s your favourite commercial at the moment?:

the tiger beer one. with them changing, and the blonde winning in the end.

Do you always wear your seat belt?:

if i don't forget.

Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?:

WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS.

Do you like American Idol?:

No.

How do you feel about piercings and tattoo?:

Eyyrrr.. no way!

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?:

i suppose so.

What is your favorite fruit?:

Pear!

Does anyone love you?:

Idk, nobody?

Where is one place you want to visit?:

anywhere that i have not visited before :D

Have you ever crawled through a window?:

yeahhs.

Are you a morning person or a night person?:

depends.

Are you a forgiving person?:

yupp.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?:

never been to mexico.

Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence?:

1 strange uncle in his 50's

Are you taller than 5′6?:

How tall is that? O:

Ever threw up?:

yeahh.

Ever had a crush on a teacher?:

noppes o.o

Ever been punched in the face?:

ermm. noppes.

Ever punch someone?:

noppes.

Who were the 5 last people to text you:

Dawn

Marshall

Jianhong

Cindy

Jerrold

[A] Aaranee

[B] Bernita

[C] Cheryl

[D] Desiree

[E] Emilia

[F] Fauzia

[G] Glenna

[H] Hazel

[I] Inez(pri sch fren)

[J] Jialei

[K] Kay

[L] Lynn

[M] Melissa

[N] Narinpal

[O] -

[P] -

[Q] -

[R] Remus (1e1)

[S] Siewmun

[T] Teng Wei(Victor)

[U] (no "u" :X)

[V] Viona

[W] Wong Jing Ann (bro)

[X] Xin Wei Tan, Marshall (korkor)

[Y] Yingying (jiejie)

[Z] Zhan Wang (korkor)

Can [R]+[S] be together in a relationship?:

[remus, siewmun] Uhm, NO WAY!

How is [L] related to you?:

[lynn]we're friends :D

Does [Y] know [Z]?:

[ying ying, zhan wang] yupps, they are classmates.

If [C] betrays you, will you kill him/her?:

[Cheryl] that'll depend on how she betrays me.

If [K] steals your bestfriend/ girlfriend, what will you do?:

[Kay] why would she do that? o.o

If [I] tells you he/she loves you, what will you do?:

[Inez] We're nt LES!

Do you and [M] get into a fight?:

[Melissa] Nope, we rarely talk to each other.

Who does [R] have a crush on?:

[Remus] hmms, alot of people know..

If [G] calls you a bitch, what will you do?

[Glenna] The problem is, will she ever do that?

State the relationship between you and [E]:

[Emilia] BFF.

Who's [C]'s besties/buddies?:

[Cheryl] Emilia, Kay, Hazel, Bernita, Me

Who does [Z] like?:

[Zhan Wang] Cnt say :x ><

What colour does [V] like?:

[Viona] mingxiu?

Where does [G] live?

[Glenna] Bukit batok, near whr hazel lives, i noe how t go bt dk th exact place -,-

Did you and [C] get into a fight before?:

[Cheryl] Nvr.

Who's [H]'s bestie/buddy?:

[Hazel] Emilia

What do you have to say about [Q]?:

[-] NIL.

What if [A] tells you he/she has a crush on you?

[Aaranee] she's not les.

HAHA(: DID IT OUT OF BOREDOM D:

"i like the neil gaiman quote abt hating love-

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

You experience love, you experience pain. That's the package. Sadly, it's no big present with a ribbon on it. There may be bliss at first. When you're in love, you may feel like no one else can ever ruin anything, but the only person that can actually ruin everything is you and your loved one.

You feel love, you feel happiness, you feel like never before. But all it takes is just one word, or a few words, to end everything.

That momentary happiness that you felt before may as if be never ever felt again, and you feel like dying.

For when it hurts, it hurts deep within, penetrating through every barrier you create, pushing down that tower of trust and love you both created. Like dominoes, everything will fall, and you'll be back to where you started, without a relationship, without love.

But believe in this. Eventually, you'll find true love, that will not be figments of your imagination. All that you have hurt before will be healed. That deep gash, that broken heart, will be stitched and pieced back into one whole.

There's a difference between true love and love.

There's a difference between wanting and needing.

There's a difference between everything and anything.

There's a difference between you and me.

When true love comes, that's when the real thing's started

"If a relationship could hurt you that much, then it must also have brought you that much joy."

And i totally agree with it.

It's the holidays.

And people are happy because they can relax, play their computer games and etc.

But I'm racking my brains on what i should do.

Study? Uhm, that's a no-no for me mansxz.

But hell mansxz! we got holidays assignment to do!

But who cares? IF i'm gna chance sch, ahaha, i dunnid t do! YAY!

I'm seriously rotting at home.

Sms-ing people, msg msg msg all day long -,-

Sry *** got your phone confiscated, ah crap.

This year is seriously a very unlucky year.

Parents are out with frens with my 2nd sist.

And i dun wanna go. Feel that go also useless, nth t do.

Might as well stay at home and play runescape.

& YES! I'm sorta addicted t runescape.

Laughs, i just finish the halloween quest.

Marshall! Pei me play lehh. HAHA, u dman sporty hor?

Early morning go out, late late then come back.

I just realize sth lo, i msg u must wait until at night 10 plus thn get a reply.

HAHA(: Last time it's the same scenario as Dawn.

I wanna skip lunch O:

Dun feel hungry at all, coz i had a heavy breakfast.

And marshall called me a PIG! WAAHHHHH U're gonna diiiieeeeee! HAHA!

U so skinny, must eat more la. I more fat than u leh korkor(:

Ah, I can die w/o my phone.

Mummy took my hp fr almost the whole morn. shucks.

But who cares? HAHA! :D

Mummy say i changed alot.

Alot of ppl also say.

Ah, sry lo, i dun think i can change back alr(:

I'm quite happy with what i am now.

If u dislike me or wdv, thn tell me(:

I DO accept criticisms(:

I won't forget those happy times with you.

I won't forget those sad times with you.

I won't forget the things you did to make me happy.

I won't forget the things you said that cheered me up.

I tell myself, Jiahui, be brave and move forward.

But i felt like a failure, i couldn't do it.

Why did it sound so easy, but yet seem hard to do?

Ppl say that one happiness in our life is to love and be loved.

Yeah, surely, it's true.

But when one happiness is down, the others are not.

Everytime i told myself to abstain from staying too close with you.

Did i control myself?

Nope, i end up getting hurt again.

Why? I hate all these><

All those crying, all those emo-ing, you just don't seemed to know.

But yet, you claimed that you did.

Ah well, you said that people that know me shorter than you do know me well.

List them out for me?

But now, it's also quite a good thing we lesser msg each other.

I'm certain that'll help alot alot alot.

All are forlorn memories alr.

Put it behind you, carry on with yr life.

And i'm telling myself to put you down once and for all.

I hope and i will do it.

Action speaks louder than words.

Hence, i'll prove it to you.

HJH

Because i am stupid i have no one other than you

You who is always looking at someone else yet you have no idea of how i feel

I'm only looking at you and my tears keep on falling

But I'm still happy to just watch you from behind even if you still don't know how i feel.

In the end you just pass by me

Those days where i miss you so much, those days when i have to withstand the pain.

'' I love you'' is lingering on my lips

Alone again, and crying for you.

Alone again, and missing you

Baby I love you, I'll always wait for you.

I guess i'll be making memories alone.

Love is like having a beautiful wound

Even when i see your beautiful smile i am unable to laugh with you.

I'm thinking about you everyday, and everyday my heart is hurting for you.

I want to see you is all i can think of

Alone again and crying for you

Alone again and missing you

Baby i love you and will always wait for you

Bye bye, never say goodbye.

Even though i cannot hold you like this

i need you and want you though I'm unable to say anything

I keep hoping and hoping again.

People, I'm able to use the computer now with my mum's permission.

Be jealous man, know why??

Coz i 'lied' to her. LALALA~

What's wrong mansxz? that's just a white lie -,-

Alamak, i really really hate holidays man><

I rather go to school.

Oh, but i'm damn glad i'll be going back t sch on wed.

Coz i have many things on that day in school.

HAHA(:

Gawd, my mum is hallucinating alot alot of things.

Keep wanting to check my phone.

LALA~ check then check lo.

I use my phone t listen t music and play games.

No sms-ing much eh, damn glad that i cn control eh?

Ok, i will stop crapping alr, wanna go slping le.

Ciaoz! ^^