never say, life is a failure
OMG! one week passes by so darn fast! ):
I hardly have time to watch tv && all.
And i'm falling sick due t walking in the rain ytd, shucks.
Trying to catch up with my school work,
plus paying attention.
I know that i can do it.
Week 4,
Monday, 25/01/10
Lit lecture we watched a play named ' The Little Prince '.
I laughed and laughed, it wasn't a fake laugh.
Afterall i knew i can be happy :D
VE, as you guys know, nothing goes well for every week's VE.
It ate up our lunch time and expected us t eat within 10mins, woah, bravo.
Listened to gopal's lecture and etc.
Went opp sch buy bubble tea, i'm growing fat at this rate.
Had ecareer thingy, stayed till 3.45 (?)
Went home and mugged after that. school's really the second home of mine alr.
Tuesday, 26/01/10
D & T went comp lab.
Made imageboard with the pictures we took last week.
Super messy la, cos Mr Ong keep ask me overlap overlap.
Still got homework given -,-
MT had test, i didn't study sia, faintts la.
EM i didn't even listen t Mr Ong ey, was bullying Narinpal with Weichen.
Jialei was not really in the mood, keep giving the sad face.
Science is really much better with Mr Gan and not Mrs Lim.
I think and hope i can do well for sci this yr ! :D
After school met up with long time no see, Kimberly, Deborah and Dominique.
We went sakae to eat, the bill came out $58 sth.
HAHAHHAH! Gossip time and others, really had fun at sakae.
I miss them so much can! ):
& cheers hazel granddaughter.
Studied revised and do CR.
I wasn't really studying.
Just stonning at the book, fucking mother hell i cried.
Too much stress lately la ):
Wednesday,27/01/10
Science was really hilarious, Mr Gan can be a comedian alr.
Geo i didn't study for the test, fail alr lahzxs.
& I really did listen during geo lesson, MIRACLE OKAYSZX!
Recess okay luh, i was super emo suddenly, dunno why.
Maths i also never listen, just sat and stared blankly at the board, nvr even copy th answers provided down.
Thn MT, boring ttm.
Stayed back for ELDDS.
Thn went home aft that, walked with jh t interchange.
Mugged mugged &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& MUGGED! :D
Thursday, 28/01/10
Had EM and EL for the first to periods.
Thn it was music, we watched the stomp thing.
Science and thn Lit.
I went home straight aft sch i guess(?)
Mugged lo, what to do ):
*LOL! i forgot what happen in sch literally.*
Friday, 29/01/10
EL thn PE.
MT got back test paper, RAHZSX.
Thn EM NO ONE WAS LISTENING.
I was using my handphone openly.
Thn asked cindy send me themes.
HHAHAHHAHA! :D
Aft sch stayed back help Bernita with classrm thing.
See! i so good stayed back ey, :P
Don't wanna talk abt the ending, super lame -,-
Rain rain go away~~~
OH! i've got my ni ming de hao you finally!!!! D:
Got the time to watch tv like from 11-12, sharkman woots!
Saturday, 30/01/10
Mum went sch for th sec2 briefing.
Dad and sist went t buy breakfast for me,
I cancelled chi tuition cos i need a break!
But piano lesson later on, before that i guess i'll go for a swim. D:
Wake up, use comp, kp, my table infested with ants so suddenly.
Only got books on my table ey. ):
Mug mug and mug, it's all about mugging anyw.
Sunday, 31/01/10
Last day of the month.
Guess next few weeks i'll only post once every 2 weeks (?)
Depending whether i've got the time.
Tuition for maths,
Do homework. D:
IS LIFE REALLY JUST STUDYING?!!!
So much of our time is preparation, so much is routine, and so much retrospect, that the path of each man's genius contracts itself to a very few hours.
Times are hard
Nobody knows
How i feel
It never shows
I never thought i'd cry
Until i heard man's lie
Maybe not everday
But i'd say twice a week.
Such a sad poor moment
Everyone's crying
Yet i heard me laughing.
You all stare as i try to explain.
Ripped apart at my seams,
Watch as my dreams turn to ash
Lovely failure represented
Just waiting for that one last crash.
You left me empty,
Left me cold
What did you prove,
That fear makes me fall.
I go through those moods where all I want to do is just scream. Scream out so that someone will hear me. Anyone. But everytime I do, no one seems to care. They don't seem to look up. My heart's racing. All I want to do now is just stand in the middle of the street and scream. Scream until my lungs give out. Till my throat hurts so bad that I can barely talk. When it's all said and done, I'll be broken. But only on the inside. I won't let anyone in to see the real me. On the outside, they see a happy-go-lucky girl. But it's the inside that's the scary part. So maybe I'll just scream until someone hears me.
Reality always hurts i guess
Sorry for the emotional post.
I'm really trying hard to be happy
I hope i can, aft everyth that happened.
Dawn jiejie, take care too ):
[EDITED]
My cousin blamed my sister for changing his sister fb acc password, my sister never even touch the comp for weeks alr, how to change his sister account password sia.
& toot la him, password change alr can login to yr hotmail acc go retrieve the new password right? omt, common sense luhh. -,- & you say you hen rong yi pian, i think is i hen rong yi pian can, anyhow say people change password, is yr own fault luh, even yr sister also say. -,- still scold me kns, i scold kp only alr very good okay! _|_
Hell man, i'm super angry luh ytd.
OH YA! and webcammy with jh ytd, LOOOOOLS! super fun laa :D
Finished my chi hw, rushed through it cos i'll be out the whole day. ):
Tuition, swimming, visit granny. sobbbb, i got headache again, ): not enough slp laaaa ): ): ): ):
