Things ain't getting any better too.
I've been quite busy lately, with work and etc.
I dont really quite know what to post.
But just posting for the sake of posting cos i'm some time left now before starting my revision.
It's streaming year this year, it's full of pressure.
But we cant compare our stress with those sec4s, they have many much more things to cope with.
I guess, i've t put up with it, handle it well (?)
Skipping meals.
People usually have their 3 meals
Breakfast, lunch and dinner.
See what's mine.
Yes, i only have 1 meal a day.
But it seems like i'm putting on much weight.
But on some days, this is what happen.
Can life get any better?
I'm on a long term medication too.
I must have my meals before taking med.
But, i don't give it a damn.
And this is what happen.
Doc says that my stomach is sort of 'breaking down'
Whenever i eat something, i'll vomit it out sometimes.
I feel hungry, but i cant eat.
Life's not great -,-
Everything, everyone is talking about life life life.
Why do we have to work so hard for a good life ?
I don't have any thing to motivate me to carry on with my life.
Every day seems the same.
Nothing goes well for me either.
Flunk my studies.
Keep procrastinating .
What's more?
Lazying around ... blah blah blah!
Dad and mum keeps comparing me with m sister.
YESS! she's much more smarter, better than me.
Good in dancing, good in acting.
Getting into SYF, school team.
I'm a shit to you la.
I know i'm stupid, but do u have to keep repeating that i'm one.
I really have no confidence in myself.
I really have low self esteem.
I'm no one at all, no one.
I try my best to do whatever i can to make my parent proud.
But anything i do, there's sure to be someone that come and comment about it.
it's either you, you or you.
You guys keep tell me to be happy.
How can i be one, if you guys keep discouraging me too ?
I'm not allowed to do many things.
Do you know this many things meant alot to me?
I'm to your dismay.
What can i do?
Jump down from a building hur?
I'll be happy to do so mancsxz.
Or starve myself to death, but i'm like one now.
It doesn't make much of a difference.
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